This was the busiest month that I had ever experiencing. Many things occur like tuitions, exams, and so on. The most important thing was I am lack out of inspiration. There was nothing that can inspire me to write something on my blog. Maybe my cellubrum is malfunction and maybe I ignore about it. Sometimes things will not go as you thought and we all knew about that early. Then why can't we just take it as a simple thingy and forget about that? It is meaningless to force others to follow your will. Indeed, as we know each kind of person has their own view and opinion. So, whether we like it or not. It stills the same and the most important thing is we are friends for only this life. We could not ensure that next life. Life is impermanent , that’s true, no one can predict what are going happen tomorrow and maybe I will not be here tomorrow and who knows....
-Human beings are not immortal so be better appreciate your friends and family. They are precious.....
I am sure that life is not going as smooth as we thought. Well, sometimes we will face our own problems. Normally we manage to find a way or solution to solve that kind of problems. However, problems will be occurred in any times any where. Neither prediction nor syndrome for the obstacles. What we can do is only accept it whenever it appears and find the best way to solve it. Besides, we can only seek for help from others. Yet, sometimes things will against you. It wills never goes as you thought, so what can we do about that? I have no idea about that and maybe I will find it out someday or maybe I will never get the answer.
It's still the same... the world is full of suffering... but what can we do..... There is neither but only suffered.
Today was just as usual, just that we ( shurong, cp, chun seng, and I) went for a badminton game at Endah Ria. After school, cp,shurong and I had our lunch at mamak's stall. Then, Chun Seng came to fetch us there. We started from 2pm until 6pm. Shurong and ccp went back home almost 4pm something. They decided to go to the night market. During the game, there were some of the players kept making noise. It really pissed me off - - ''. Not only that, the foul language from their dirty mouth was irritating and frustrating. The same kind of bad words were kept on repeating without any creativity. Besides, they spoke it out loud because they afraid we can't hear what they said clearly. Is foul language that nice to be used in our daily life for communication? How would parents feel if they heard their children speak those words? Those players were younger than us yet their minds set were dirtier than us too. In fact, their mind set had been polluted. Their attitudes are quite pity. Anyways, this was their decision; no one can help them except themselves.I just can hope that they will not make the same mistakes anymore because we don't want our next generation being affected by this kind of bad habits.
Anything goes smoothly today as usual....nothing much different just the modem problem fix and I had a fixed and stable internet connection without disturbance .Yet, still not feeling well due to some special reason. I had tried to be happy but it doesn't work even more worst. Sadness and disappointed occur in my brain. I am waiting for her call but till now the phone has not rang...Maybe she wont call me anymore and maybe.......I dun even have a chance to explain the situation. But I do really hope that I can explain all of this.... Is just a bit complicated.....well should be no more hope for today.... but what can I do? Do not give up easily? (Yes, I will) instead of waiting her call I can’t do anything..... And there is only hope on tomorrow...I wish it could come faster.........
Sorry about that really......
Well, for a long time I did not update my blog. The main reason was my modem had a problem. Secondly, I am lazy to update (ngekekeke =p). Yet, due to some special reasons and also advises from my special one, I decided to continue on it. Today I made a big mistake, I felt sorry to her. Because of my mistake, she may felt pain from her deep heart. I didn't realize that I hurt her for so much. Although she said before that not all my problem, I still not satisfy about that. I clearly know that the one who made her cry was me. I had tried my best to change. Yet, sometimes I still can’t get what she wants. It is not because of our communication encounter a problem, it just I need more time to understand her well so that she won’t be angry or cry easily. Please give me some time, and I will make sure I can do that for you (^. ^) I promised.
Lastly, I am sorry about today. I forgot to tell you something. Sorry....... feel sorry...
(Hmmm, I tell her before that I rather be a recluse. Hah, stay away from civilize, lived in isolated area. I hope you will follow me ^^ hehe)
tats all.....Nitez... Sweet dream...
4 more weeks she will be back ^^ yeah! I can meet her again. Still left 4 more weeks I can’t wait patiently man.... Actually she is at her home rite now and online (I guess =P). The lousy clinic unable to cure her sickness then they applied leave for her about 10 days (I think =P). Her parents went to the camp site to fetch her back. They seek for medical treatment after back to KL. Luckily her sickness under control now.... I am glad to see her. Last Saturday, I went her house. She looks pale but still look pretty (ngekekek I prefer she keep her hair long ^^ it is nice and remember tight it up =P ) .Luckily, her mom went to rest after I started to chat with her something unimportant and of course, important things will not chat in front of her mom ngekeke (Am I evil ?? =P). This time I had to blame the time. It passed almost same with the speed of light (man 3x10 to the power of 8 meter per second - - ''). Unfortunately, I got to go. Back to my own lonely life~ bored man!! I miss her so much...Are you alright today ^^?
